Thursday, May 24, 2012

Finding Myself.

I am on an endeavor to find myself, to create myself . To identify my flaws and fix them. To do something that scares me everyday, to grow as an individual. To live in reality, to live in the moment - it's a day to day process. To capture the mistakes and learn from them. To never look back. To appreciate the little things in life and smile (: To remember that it'll get better. To believe, to have faith, remain clam, trust my guts, hope for the best and keep myself together. To realize that none of this is permanent - change is inevitable - so make it worthwhile, laugh, smile, take pictures, capture the happiness and relive each moment again and again, maybe with different people but I'll just have more memories. To help and spread love because my life is my message. To remember that life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about dancing in the rain! To stay firm to my principles, love myself and always believe that I am capable of doing wonderful things and that no one can stop me from thinking and doing otherwise. 
To hold myself like a rainbow - be the hope for someone. To stay different. Different is good, different is amazing, don't be afraid to be different. That's what makes you beautiful. To remember that someday in this crazy roller coaster ride called life, someone perfect for me will be next to me and be ready to attack life together. To look in the mirror and see a beautiful, strong, funny, crazy, weird, one of a kind, cynical romantic, down to earth girl who just wants to smile and spread the word that life isn't all bad, it's not easy, it never was;but to grow up and accept it. To find peace. 
To refuse to let people distract me from my big purpose, whatever it is. To take risks and chances because "If you never try you'll never know just what you're worth" - Coldplay.  To wake up everyday with the thought that something wonderful is about to happen. My journey, my story, my legacy, my purpose, my gift - to explore and discover things about myself and to make life brilliant. To try to feel okay again. What about you? 


  1. We will find true happiness someday. I'm a shaytards addict & honesty Shay helps alot<3
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